Life is indeed full of surprises you’ll never know what’s gonna happen the next day. The other day you were playing a vigorously tiring game and the next thing you knew you’re laying on a hospital bed. Life can get a lil ironic. All your life you get used to eating and doing the things you extremely love and one day some man dressed in a white long coat with a stethoscope hanging ‘round his neck gonna break the bad news that you’ll no longer allowed to eat this and that. C’mon, we are all gonna die why’d you forbid me to do the things that’ll make me happy? You are supposed to make me feel better not bitter. This kinda frustrating to know that you only have few days, months or years to live and you aren’t even allowed to do your “Wish List.” I feel bad that despite the advent rise of technology it still couldn’t save the lives of those who are sick.
I am lucky not to have a severe illness. I am gratefully thankful that He gave me another chance to live life in spite of wishing myself to die. It’s pathetic I know. I felt like I’ve done my part. I was left with nothing. I am excessively tired of doing things on repeat. I couldn’t take how some people mistreat me with their false smiles and insincere concerns. I just couldn’t stand people being phony ‘round me; when some people make you feel significantly important only to find out that they don’t even care about you. These things make me feel dead even when I’m heartbeatingly alive. But having the thought of those people who are striving for their lives makes me feel extravagantly special maybe not to those whom I thought I am but to the One who showers love to all mankind.
(a day after i was discharged from the hospital.)
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