Reinforced

• I don’t really get along well with strangers on first meetings, it usually takes time. But once I’ve had warmed up to you I can be quite outgoing as well.
• I spend most of my time alone – introspecting. Yeah, I’m pretty much of a loner but I’m not lonesome. I just really love staying in a serenely peaceful place, away from the crowd and just have a “quality time” with my inner ego. To meditate and to reinforce my Moral fibre; to conduct a profound examination of everything that is going on in my life; and just find an escape from the real world.
• I usually do things on my own. Hmm, I don’t know. Perhaps, I am not comfortable working with other people. I just really hate it when they’ll take all the credit for your ideas and works. Hate it. It really gets on my nerves. Even so, I don’t hold grudges against people. Let bygones be bygones.
• Getting my skin tanned darkly, wounded and bruised or worse breaking a bone due to engaging in sports or in anything adventurous doesn’t worry me at all. Primarily, because I grew up with siblings who have more than one string to their bows. I can be extremely competitive when it comes to sports. I’d give every sport a try – you name it I’d play it. Physical strength is zilch if you don’t have the burning passion and desire for the thing that you’re doing.
• I love watching, listening and reading movies, articles and stories that are themed in whodunit anonymity, the eerie and everything that science cannot even give a hypothetical explanation. I can be a forensic detective/investigator even just for awhile. It stimulates my human brain to fathom and to generate variety of scenes in my head. Try to get to the bottom of the crime and come up with a CIA-ish conclusion.
• Roaches, creepy crawly things and ghosts scare the heck out of me.
• I am dependent on my family, financially. Haha, but seriously my family isn’t the picture perfect type of family. We used to attend church mass every Sunday and eat meals together but it rarely happens now. Nonetheless, I wouldn’t trade my family for anything that glitters. They are everything that I have. Fortune will never tantamount the elation and happiness that I get when I’m with ‘em.
• I’ve got shallow tears and I can be overly emotional. I cry like a baby. But I don’t cry for superficial and indefinite reasons. You’d be surprisingly shocked why I’m crying.
• I can be irascible at times but as much as possible I’d try to keep my cool and mind my P's and Q's. Had one serious feud back in high school which I am totally apologetic for doing. It was such a shame. I know for sure that it’s never been forgotten but I just hope and pray that they’ve had already forgiven me. But on the contrary, I am a pacifist, believe it or not. I never did intend to hurt anyone and that is the truth.
• I (try to) treat every single person with respect not because I am tasked to do it or something but because that’s what I’m ordained to do. Hard for we are not all completely alike but we must treat each and every single individual equally fair and rightly. Our Ultimate Creator didn’t even condemn us when He was nailed to the cross. So, what right do we have to condemn our brethren? We do not hate our brethren but the devil that caused him to sin.
• The western culture has influenced me in a major way. Yes, but just the way I see things. Though, I advocate liberty in thought I still adhere to the environment I’m in.
• I am not a sinless person or a flawless individual. I curse and swear because I thought ‘twas cool. I’ve had lied to cover up for someone’s mess and to protect their ego even if it was against my will. And was so proud to admit of my wrongs. I’ve had held back my tongue when I should’ve spoken the truth. I am an imperfect individual but for His glory I’ll “¹³Keep my tongue from evil and my lips from speaking deceit. ¹⁴Depart from evil and do good; seek peace and pursue it.-(Psalm 34:13-14)” Be the person He ordained me to be.
• Lastly, I may seem shy, unenthusiastic, snobbish and disinterested at first glance. But I am more than meets the eye so”Judge not, that you be not judged.”-(Matthew 7:1)

Till we meet again

Nothing much had changed. I honestly believe that we might still have a slight strand of chance. Yes, I still have a BIG HOPE on us. I have faith in our rarely kind of love. Like what I used to say what we have is something rare but real. In you I’ve found and I’ve felt the truest form of love. My world was on the spur of the moment filled with, wherever I look at, enormously happy and good things.  I won’t bid you goodbye ‘cause I know under His will our paths will cross again. It may take months, years or decades but hey, I’ll stand through the test of time. Everything may change over the time -- but my undying and unconditional love will remain unchanged. I’ll just keep on loving you, no matter what. I’ll cling to hope. I won’t let go unless you tell me to. However, I won’t coerce to make things happen but rather just let things happen on its own; this will be a bitter pill to swallow but I will take the strength and courage to whole-heartedly accept whatever fate He has installed for us. Us or not I’d continuously be a lover of your soul, be it in Heaven or here on earth.

New CHANGE.New HOPE.

New set of leaders were officially inaugurated last June 30, 2010. Tons of people have had witnessed the momentous event. They were tuned in to their television sets and glued to their seats. New set of promises were again laid down in the table. Millions of Filipinos are expectant of the change that this new administration has to proffer. I myself sincerely and utterly believe that our new President together with the Vice President will not fail us.  

I hope for the betterment of this country. May the “NOYBI” administration oust the greedily corrupt officials. May we now see the sun shine after the uberly clouded sky. But as citizens of this country we shouldn’t just rely on the promises of our newly elected leaders. We shouldn’t be just bunch of idle people who are waiting to be fed. I hate to say this but most people just don’t get it. Please, please get your ass up and start to make a living. The CHANGE in this nation won’t make a CHANGE if we don’t start helping ourselves and this nation CHANGE.

Whatever may happen let’s just bestow our utmost FAITH and TRUST to ‘em. The success of this new administration will not entirely rely on the officials but to its constituents as well. We are part of this new CHANGE.  Let’s make it happen.