waiting in vain

It’s the 21st day of April and here I am waiting in vain. I know I shouldn’t now on the ground our time has come to an end. Maybe this is a sign that tells us that we aren’t really meant for each other. You are fated to love someone else. Someone who is perfectly designed for you. But despite that painful reality I know in myself I’ll never love another the way I loved you. I don’t want to think that I’m just fuelling up myself with false hope and belief ‘cause this is just really hard for me.